Out of a routine evening,
one more segment of a life
appearing very similar to
so many others,
come two green eyes
through those swinging doors.
And I take notice.
The distractions of the day
are less worthy of my time
as I watch this mystery
move through the room.
I sense something very familiar
yet unmistakably new
in her manner &
how her hair of light colors
absorbs the subtle illumination
& drapes long over her shoulders
in a very comfortable way…
And I feel comfortable.
A quick smile she gives
works a pleasant spell
upon my head.
Dormant regions stir & spin.
My mind effortlessly takes notes
as intro material is given out
and as I listen to her voice
ten thousand endorphins settle
into perfect receptor sites.
And I look into that face
for clues…
And wonder what could be there
behind those pools of green.
Yet subconsciously
I await the expected parade
of self-promotion
to pass by.
Maybe a litany of the remarkable
& unremarkable for me to endure.
Or a well-worn version of her
own personal-justification perhaps
but often degenerating into desperate
attempts to turn life
into an attractive package
someone might like to buy.
Or simply the ravings of the insane
or overly sane –
incomprehensible
in any case.
But from the first minute
with impatient eyes wide open
she demands the truth only
& seems to know the difference.
No additives, no excess
& she delivers in kind.
Her words find their mark
with ruthless efficiency…
and mix easily with my own
as the conversation sways on
to the rhythm of Jim Beam.
And I smile
& reflect on how I have been
unchallenged for so long.
Someone’s wristwatch reveals
how quickly the “routine evening”
has marched along.
And so the universal parting rituals begin.
But it was so refreshing –
the time spent so worthwhile,
no feigning of interest needed
not a taxing, torturous moment
to suffer.
I am transformed by her sincere nature
& protective barriers disappear
like whiskey from our glasses.
As we walk into the night
I realize she has touched my heart.
I offer my thanks, a kiss unexpected,
& realize…
Things will never be the same.
–Anonymous